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The Stoic Handbook · June 12, 2026 · 12m

Marcus Aurelius Was Terrible at Stoicism

In this solo episode, the host reads from the overlooked passages of Marcus Aurelius's Meditations to show the philosopher's constant struggles with Stoic practice. Despite his fame, Aurelius wrestled with getting out of bed, managing his temper, and caring too much about others' opinions. His private journal reveals a man repeatedly failing at the philosophy he championed, illustrating that Stoicism is a daily effort, not a final achievement.

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Highlights

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Stoicism as a Relentless Practice
Marcus Aurelius's private journal shows he constantly failed to live up to his Stoic ideals, even calling himself 'far from philosophy' near the end of his life.
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The Getting-Out-of-Bed Debates
Aurelius wrote two separate passages, four books apart, arguing with himself about the difficulty of leaving bed in the morning.
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Anger Management Requires Multiple Strategies
Aurelius developed ten distinct approaches to controlling his temper, indicating the severity of his struggle with anger.
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The Tyranny of Others' Opinions
Aurelius viciously admonished himself for caring about what other people thought of him.
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Editorial

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The Selective Memory of Stoic Media
Most Stoicism channels highlight inspiring quotes while skipping the passages that reveal Aurelius's failures and frustrations.
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Misc

✧He struggled to get out of bed, despite being emperor.
✧He needed ten separate strategies to manage his temper.
✧Near the end of his life he wrote to himself that he was 'far from philosophy.'
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