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The Diary of a CEO with Steven Bartlett · October 1, 2026 · 1h 39m

Shawn Ryan: There's A Battle For Your Soul, It's Happening Right Now

Former Navy SEAL and CIA contractor Shawn Ryan opens up about the hidden psychological toll of an adrenaline-fueled life. He explains how elite operators often collapse into depression after service because civilian reality can't match neurological highs, and shares his own harrowing ibogaine experience that he says opened a portal to spiritual oppression. Ryan also argues that genuine alignment demands actively shedding profitable deals, social circles, and short-term incentives, and that imitating others leads to creative paralysis. He closes with a warning that no amount of business success can compensate for missing time with your children.

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The Adrenaline Trap: Post-service depression in elite operators00:39:47
Shawn Ryan explains that former elite operators often crash into severe depression after service because normal civilian life can't replicate the intense neurological highs of combat and adrenaline.
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Ibogaine as a portal to supernatural oppression00:54:14
Instead of optimizing his mental state, an intensive ibogaine treatment thrust Ryan into what he describes as a terrifying spiritual realm and severe supernatural oppression that persisted after the session.

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